Life Without You
Jessalyn was called home on June 3, 2007, Although she is no longer here with us, Our lives will continue on. I have created this page to Journal the events that have happened since that dreadful day and to chronicle the long Journey, this Family has ahead of us as we seek justice in her name. Jessalyn would want us to keep her updated on all the daily activity we incur while she is not here.
In honor of You, Jessalyn, and all the Years of Journaling You kept in the short time You were here. I will keep You informed of Our daily thoughts and activities, no matter how sad and contrite they may be without You here to spend each moment with us. We will continue to honor Your memory and spread the love you were so great at giving. Our Sweetheart, Our Angel, Forever & a Day !
Sunday Afternoon
As we promised, we went to your cross today & took some more flowers & Derrall weed-eated a half-acre as usual. It seems everytime we are at the Cross, we get some strange looks from people riding by. But, I will continue to keep your Memory alive however I choose for we are the ones who lost Our Daughter. If only this had never happened, so many lives would be very different right now. One thing that has not changed is Our love for You, Matter of fact, I believe we love you 1,000 times more. We long for the day when we will see you again, then and only then, will My life be complete.... Hugs and Kisses to You from Me, Derrall & Waylon.
Saturday Night
Well, Gal, Here we are, another Saturday Night without You, & they aren't getting any easier. Me & Derrall worked in the pasture all day, while Waylon sit in front of the computer listening to his C.D. & watching the slide show of You. It seems like if we don't keep busy doing something, we start to fall apart. I know You wouldn't want that to happen, But, it's not that hard to do. I start thinking about all the little things you would say or do & then I just melt.
You are missed so much around here & your Daddy feels the same at his place, We all look for anything that will remind us of you, which isn't hard to do. I promise, I will go to your cross tommorrow & put fall flowers & Derrall will take the weed-eater too. Every time I go to the cross, I imagine your last thoughts going down that road, what music ya'll were listening to & pray that you did not feel any of the pain from all the many injuries that your little frail body suffered before you were called home. I hope that the pain I feel each & every day took away any you would have suffered.
I miss you so much, Jessalyn, Especially on Saturday Nights.
Jessalyn's Momma
I sit here another day, without You by my side, sometimes I can't remember what I'm doing or where I'm going or how I got to there. But, One thing's for sure, I'll always remember how lonely & sad I have been since You were took from me. I think about You all the time, I try to remember your scent, your voice & I try to visualizeYou sitting beside me, twirling Your hair through Your fingers. So many little things, we take for granted each day are the most precious moments I never want to forget. You used to tell me that I wouldn't know what to do without You, Oh, How right You were! Because without You, There has not been a day that I've enjoyed the sunshine or smell of roses in bloom or felt completely whole. You made this World a better place for me, You were my Oldest Child, My only Daughter, & My Best Friend, You knew Me sometimes better than I knew Myself. I still look for You, when I need to talk or just when I need someone to sit beside me and smile. I miss You more than any words could possibly say & there's not a second of any day that I don't think of You or atleast speak your name. I love You, Boog For-eva & Alwayz! You are my Heart & Soul.
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